Complexity meets simplicity..
haix.. vv long nv update le.. anywae tink most ppl noe dat i'm not exactly doing vv well now.. cos my bro met wid an accident last tues.. juz a week ago.. n it seems lyk centuries.. i also nv tot dat this kind of thing will happen to anyone close to mi.. n suddenly i felt dat life is so unpredictable.. initiali i din noe it would be quite serious.. cos the last time my dad said he broke his leg.. it was juz some minor injuries.. anywae when i reached the hospital wid my mum n sis then we realise the severity of the accident.. he broke both his legs, not the whole le.. bud juz his calf.. n dislocated his neck n got broken bone at the throat there le.. when the doc broke the news to us.. as in his condition.. i almost cried.. then the police told us the pillion rider.. his stead has died.. at dat moment, i reali felt my heart sink.. she's onli 16 dis yr.. so young die le.. haix.. anywae surprisingly, my mum was emotionless when she stand there n look at my bro.. not even a shed of tear.. maybe it came as too big a shock?
bud she almost fainted le.. n she said it's bcos of the place being too stuffy.. dunno if dat's reali the case or she was too grief-stricken? dat scene was reali lyk a drama.. my bro was lying on the bed.. shouting in pain.. then my mum suddenly collapsed onto the floor.. then the nurses were all hapless.. duhx.. lousy n inexperienced staff they've got at cgh..
the subsequent daes r lyk doom to my family.. having to travel to the hospital dae n nite.. cos his condition quite unstable.. then my bro hafta undergo surgery to put metal plates into his legs.. n muz wait at least 3 mths for the bones to grow.. n 1 more surgery to put a metal plate into his throat.. bud there's a risk dat he'll become paralysed.. haix.. can't imagine lorx.. not being able to move for the rest of ur life juz sends a shudder thru mi.. anywae now he also sort of paralysed le.. can't walk.. dunno how my family is going to cope with taking care of him till he's able to move..
another prob is financially lorx.. the hospitalisation is going to cost a bomb lorx.. though partly is covered by the army.. bud in addition.. we hafta pay for his physiotherapy, rent or buy a wheelchair n also hafta engage a lawyer.. haix.. my family is so big to begin wid lorx.. n mi n my 3rd sis still studying lorx.. so now my dad's burden is even heavier.. so he hafta work n can't take care of my bro.. then the rest of us r gers lorx.. how to help him in those areas? sigh..
i tink i'm reali exhausted lorx.. feel lyk stopping sch for half a yr.. next yr then study.. bud dun tink is possible le.. so sianz.. y muz dis kind of thing happen?
