Complexity meets simplicity..
haix.. vv long nv update le.. anywae tink most ppl noe dat i'm not exactly doing vv well now.. cos my bro met wid an accident last tues.. juz a week ago.. n it seems lyk centuries.. i also nv tot dat this kind of thing will happen to anyone close to mi.. n suddenly i felt dat life is so unpredictable.. initiali i din noe it would be quite serious.. cos the last time my dad said he broke his leg.. it was juz some minor injuries.. anywae when i reached the hospital wid my mum n sis then we realise the severity of the accident.. he broke both his legs, not the whole le.. bud juz his calf.. n dislocated his neck n got broken bone at the throat there le.. when the doc broke the news to us.. as in his condition.. i almost cried.. then the police told us the pillion rider.. his stead has died.. at dat moment, i reali felt my heart sink.. she's onli 16 dis yr.. so young die le.. haix.. anywae surprisingly, my mum was emotionless when she stand there n look at my bro.. not even a shed of tear.. maybe it came as too big a shock?
bud she almost fainted le.. n she said it's bcos of the place being too stuffy.. dunno if dat's reali the case or she was too grief-stricken? dat scene was reali lyk a drama.. my bro was lying on the bed.. shouting in pain.. then my mum suddenly collapsed onto the floor.. then the nurses were all hapless.. duhx.. lousy n inexperienced staff they've got at cgh..
the subsequent daes r lyk doom to my family.. having to travel to the hospital dae n nite.. cos his condition quite unstable.. then my bro hafta undergo surgery to put metal plates into his legs.. n muz wait at least 3 mths for the bones to grow.. n 1 more surgery to put a metal plate into his throat.. bud there's a risk dat he'll become paralysed.. haix.. can't imagine lorx.. not being able to move for the rest of ur life juz sends a shudder thru mi.. anywae now he also sort of paralysed le.. can't walk.. dunno how my family is going to cope with taking care of him till he's able to move..
another prob is financially lorx.. the hospitalisation is going to cost a bomb lorx.. though partly is covered by the army.. bud in addition.. we hafta pay for his physiotherapy, rent or buy a wheelchair n also hafta engage a lawyer.. haix.. my family is so big to begin wid lorx.. n mi n my 3rd sis still studying lorx.. so now my dad's burden is even heavier.. so he hafta work n can't take care of my bro.. then the rest of us r gers lorx.. how to help him in those areas? sigh..
i tink i'm reali exhausted lorx.. feel lyk stopping sch for half a yr.. next yr then study.. bud dun tink is possible le.. so sianz.. y muz dis kind of thing happen?
Monday, February 16, 2004
todae not exactly vv good mood.. quite sad also.. seem to realise dat the 5 of us r drifting apart.. nowadaes.. alwaes onli mi n sun.. dunno y le.. haix.. my sis sae dun care le.. anywae cum to sch is to study mahx.. n i tot so too.. bud hu m i deceiving? though in the cls for so long le.. onli reali tok to serena lee, lyn n avril b4.. the rest r lyk quite strangers.. oh.. n not forgetting mickey.. hu alwaes call mi jun jun... which gets on my nerve.. not lyk we dat close le.. btw i sort of got a new target le.. buden tink he's too skinny le.. n val sae he look lyk a nerd.. so nvm.. tink i dun lyk him le lorx.. haha. n val.. iz all ur fault.. lolx
Saturday, February 14, 2004
it's vAlentiNe's dAe todae! nOt exactly a vv hAppIe dae.. cos earli in the morn got road race.. so sianz.. then those gers in the cls sae wanna be in top 100.. n mi n ama were lyk skeptical.. 3.2 km.. not vv short lehx.. anywae i came in 118.. could haf been faster.. cos shanz bluff mi sae still got a long wae so i decided to stop n wait for ama at the same time.. din c her bud saw the finishing line juz up front.. haix.. anywae the rest of the gers all came back 200 something lorx.. maybe shouldn't haf set such high goals? anywae after dat went out wid shanz, val, oli n ju.. went cine eat pastamania.. after dat val left.. the 4 of us went to shaw there to rest our tired feet.. n of cos gossip le.. after dat all too tired.. so decide to go home.. anywae i meeting dear later on.. around 530 we met to go marche.. haix.. eat again.. tink i becoming pig.. after dat saw sr at heeren.. gave mi a stalk of nicely wrapped rose.. so nice~ anywae after dat we saw py n his frens.. bud both of us hurry run n hide.. lolx cos of my dear le.. sae let fate decide if we'll meet.. in the end.. c him le.. we hafta hide.. then i sae fate decrees dat both of them shld meet.. lolx anywae after dat we walk around sumore b4 going home.. tink v dae is bud juz another normal dae for mi le.. haha
Friday, February 13, 2004
it's the eve of vAlentIne's dae todae!~ bud tink this yr will be no different from the previous.. haix.. so pathetic.. anywae mi vv tired now.. yest went my sis chalet.. reached home at 12.. then haven bake the biscuits n the chocs.. finali started on making the chocs at 1230.. onli to find dat the chocs take a vv long time to harden.. in the end hafta gif up on the idea.. desperate.. so switch to bake biscuits.. then tok too much to my mum.. in the end bake too long.. bud not to the extent of burnt le.. bud since already 2+ le.. my mum sae dun make le.. so vv little.. onli gave some ppl lorx.. thank gooodness i made the rest of the presents a few daes ago.. so todae can gif it to them.. then zx still complain n compare.. next time dun gif him le.. hahaha
anywae.. i received a rose todae! though it's from daniel.. bud at least he's the onli guy nice enuff to gif the gers in the cls.. not lyk the rest.. anywae wish all of u all haf a wOndeRful V dAe!
Saturday, February 07, 2004
so sianx.. in the sch lib now.. juz now got maths test.. goner liaox.. anywae all my tests so far haf been this case.. n yeah.. yest received my present from shanz, val, darling, oli, ju n zx le.. is a wallet which i had wanted to buy bud got another 1 in the end.. so vv contented le! heex btw those i haven thank personalli i can thank now le.. thanx a million! haha. anywae mi doing gp thingy now n also shun bian editing my blog.. so now got new songs le.. in both the archives n this main pg.. which r my fav songs.. too bad dun haf dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui.. haix.. bud this 2 will do juz fine le.. anywae i sorta finish le.. so tink going off soon.. update another time
Tuesday, February 03, 2004
hmmx.. vv sianz lehx.. dunno how cum.. seems lyk my grades getting from bad to worse.. ever since i entered 307.. maybe the magnetic field here not good le.. haix.. maybe bcos cannot concentrate here? anywae tink the 5 of us still can't reali integrate.. bud we haf also drifted from the 309 le.. guess we r outcasts le? anywae mi now seldom wid the ppg gang le.. more wid sun n ama le.. quite nice bud still vv sad le.. bud seems lyk they doing fine too.. getting along well wid the 310 ppl. tink it's true when they sae all good things hafta end?
