Complexity meets simplicity..
hmm.. quite long nv update le.. cos i now guai gia so dun wan go online.. alot of things happen during this time le.. also dunno watto sae le cos i can't reali rem.. even if i did also dunno where to start from.. anywae so sianx lorx.. op coming up.. my group still haven done our powerpoint.. die le.. haix.. then now hambie become known as mushroom swiss le.. then she also dunno.. duhx..
Saturday, October 25, 2003
yest went orchard wid shan ru n clara.. vv long nv c them le.. so we sat down at delifrance n tok lorx.. dat nancy lorx.. dun wanna join us bcos of some reason.. lolx anywae after dat meet shanz to c zhang ah wei.. he quite not bad le.. look juz lyk on tv lorx.. anywae b4 dat saw mickey n his cls ppl.. argh.. wat a dae.. anywae after seeing dat ah wei for a while.. we went to ps.. cos there got arcade. n we played the table thingy.. so fun then i keep screaming n luffing.. then my last finger got internal bleeding lorx.. shanz so violent le.. then we also played house of the dead.. but i vv fast die le.. then todae mi, val n shanz went tpy.. saw zhang ah wei again.. this time closer up.. hmmx.. not bad lorx..tink tpy better than the heeren.. buden he so suay le.. both daes also rain.. then left not alot ppl.. so cham.. haha anywae tink tpy reali vv sianx lehx.. nuthin to do? but spore so small.. fun places also dun haf..
Thursday, October 23, 2003
Girls enjoy talking about what they feel. Music,poetry, drawings and writing are ways of expressing themselves (which explains why most girls like writing journals). dat's y now alot ppl keeping diaries? lolx
been listening to yin yue ri ji for the last few daes cos been going home late.. reminds mi of dat wk juz b4 promos.. lolx. btw i reali love this progamme! though sometimes quite sad but reali meaningful lorx.. anywae todae went to pasir ris park wid powerpuff gers, prof, oli, mina n py.. initially got tricked by the stewpig tee.. sae our WR got problem then ask us go back.. go back le then he tell mi he help us change le.. mi n shanz were so gek lorx.. anywae.. dunno y everybody go pasir ris park then all lyk so sianx.. as if reminded of something or somebody.. although there also contain certain fond memories.. buden i'm not 1 hu displays my feelings so easily.. wan sad also go home then sad lorx.. anywae it's better to reminisce when u r alone.. so now got ample time n in the comfort of my room tink le.. haix.. sometimes i wish i can go back to the past.. n undo wat i shldn't haf done n do wat i shld haf.. but i noe it's not possible le.. ppl alwaes sae dun dwell in the past.. i also noe how to sae dat to others.. but when it cums to urself.. it's quite hard lorx.. but nvm le.. cos sometimes memories r ways to keep ur heart alive. actuali sometimes i also wonder.. how many ppl in this world reali understand mi? even i myself dun reali lorx.. lolx buden as they sae u dun haf to understand a woman, u juz hafta love them. quite true huh? btw cut my hair yest.. tink vv funny lehx.. buden alot ppl sae nice? watever le.. anywae tink not much diff cos some ppl din even notice.. lyk my mum.. haha n she was lyk huhx? when i told her i cut my hair.. watever le.. anywae todae the Deepavali celebration so funny lorx.. each dept sent a couple dressed up in the Indian costume.. tink mr ang look vv dashing then the jason teo so .... only a piece of cloth draped over his chest.. n he lu liang dian lorx.. 1st time i c a teacher lu dian.. lolx. lots of gers must be drooling.. rite shanz? lolx anywae since din update for the past 2 daes.. i got back all my results le.. haix.. the econs reali as expected le.. mcg alrite le.. then drq also ok lorx.. buden the essay flunk until dunno wat.. then ms quek keep nagging mi abt it.. haix... wat can i sae? anywae still manage to promote le.. at least dat wk of staying back in sch to study not wasted horx shanz n oli? otherwise might as well go die le.. anywae tml hol!~ going orchard.. though quite sian le.. buden gonna c zhang ah wei also.. shld be quite fun ba? i used to tink dat zui ou xiang is something meant for gers without a guy in their live.. tink it's quite true le.. imagine u got stead le still lidat.. then the guy will be so pathe lorx.. but anywae i not zui ou xiang.. cos tink it's not practical.. juz wanna go c c look look le.. haha
Monday, October 20, 2003
listening to the yin yue ri ji on 933.. hmmx.. so sad.. y everytime lyk no nice endings one lehx? izzit dat love will not last ne? hmmx.. i also dunno le.. anywae todae was quite a bad dae.. got caught by the sucky phy teacher.. for dyed hair.. stewpig le.. my hair dunno dyed how long ago lorx.. so went to c mrs liang.. she din notice my dyed hair.. only sae i need to pin up my fringe.. then the crossley so lame lorx.. ask us to cut off all the 'bad' hair.. duhx.. 1 of us the hair is practically brown from the scalp to the end.. if cut off bcome botak le la.. siao one lorx.. tink this sch reali sux lorx.. must be bcos the minister cumin so muz haf good impression.. duhx.. anywae got back maths n chem paper.. okie le.. passed both though chem is on the dot kind.. then they sae as expected le.. made mi feel lyk i alwaes pian ta men.. haix.. i got nuthin to sae lorx.. bud i swear i reali felt my chem was a goner le but maths i felt quite alrite mahx.. anywae chem juz pass lorx.. not as if i aced it yet i sae i gonna fail.. wth le.. anywae they also dun believe.. wat can i sae? n also got bad news to tell shanz.. heard from my tt fren from art cls sae jason teo told them he's a bi.. lolx no wonder mickey lyks him? hmmx.. shanz dun be too sad le.. most prob he joking le.. considering how lame he is..
Sunday, October 19, 2003
stewpig le.. this the 2nd time i typing this.. juz now the com got prob.. then now hafta retype!.. anywae wat was i sayin? oh.. i was sayin it is another boring sundae.. no one ask mi out le.. so i stay home to make the macaroni n gell thing for my dear.. otherwise she will sae i nv make for her then she sad.. bud also no one make for mi mahx.. i also vv sad lehx.. at least got ppl make for her b4.. n y some ppl alwaes sae they dun believe wat i sae.. watever le.. there's nuthin i can do.. anywae val reali paiseh le.. dat i pian hambie abt dat.. u wun take it to heart rite? lolx
Saturday, October 18, 2003
todae went to sch for pw.. actuali wanna go darling's house sleepover after dat.. buden shanz got stomachache so cannot make it.. i tink it's the ice lemon milk tea we drank yest lorx.. cos val also had stomachache then later we go play pool i also had.. anywae it has been a long time since i last played pool.. tink my skills lyk degrade until hopeless case le.. bud anywae since when was i good rite val? after dat py, val n i walked around aimlessly.. then decided to get a drink n sit down. we tok for quite a while n b4 we realise it's 8 le.. py sae i vv violent.. i lidat violent then val would be more violent le.. bud he sae val not le.. watever le.. i got nuthin to sae hor shanz? anywae i saw amanda n eugene at orchard.. bud tink either they nv c mi or they dun recognise mi? too short le la.. wat to do? nvm le.. mi not dat significant anywae.. but y everytime ppl sae i ah lian lehx? i so guai lorx.. juz dat got dye hair n more earholes than others.. but dat does not brand mi as ah lian mahx..
Friday, October 17, 2003
finali mjc's 1st openhouse cum learning agora has arrived! yeah~ although in the morning mi n val quite frustrated over the macaronis.. buden heck le.. anywae after dat it was quite fun.. our stall supposed to do the testube filled with macaronis.. it may look quite simple but actuali takes alot of patience.. lolx anywae u shld c the guys making them.. quite amazing le.. lolx anywae ours was a success n we had so many orders.. then got dat jason teo le.. he vv crap le.. so i crap with him also le.. lolx too bad shanz ran off when he came.. after dat shanz went for band he was at our booth twice.. n as lame as b4.. wanted to make 1 each one.. buden no more test tubes lehx.. sad le.. anywae todae was real fun n the black monster also gave mi a balloon when we clearing up though i dunno where it went after dat.. lolx hmmx.. then mi n val were also tokin abt our criteria of guys le.. 1st, must dress well. 2nd, must not be sissy.. 3rd, voice must not be too croaky or watever le.. n if the above all met.. then must also treat us nice le.. lolx then shanz sae i vv hard to woo.. i tink no mahx.. okok le..
Thursday, October 16, 2003
todae vv happie.. cos in the morning heard my fav song on radio!~ almost cried listening to it.. cos lyrics abit lyk wat i'm feeling.. buden tink if i suddenly cry on the bus, ppl will tink i'm siao.. lolx anywae had telematch.. though only 4 games but quite fun le.. after dat stayed in class do the learning agora (dunno how to spell) thing.. haix.. our deco vv jialat le.. then the teachers all gave us quite some suggestions.. buden we still quite hopeless le.. lolx anywae so tired of this thing lorx.. cos not alot ppl helping lorx.. haix.. sianx le.. got nuthin to sae lorx..
Wednesday, October 15, 2003
lately everyone lyk quite busy.. nv update their blog. anywae guess my cca still the slackest.. nuthin much to do so i can update regularly. lolx anywae todae the gp screening, watched a show starring moses lim.. tink it was in the cinemas last month.. hmmx.. the plot quite nice n touching. almost cried but din.. cos i'm not one hu cries in public. lolx unlyk shanz n oli le.. rong yi gu de nu ren? lolx anywae after watching the movie.. got this guy shared his testimony.. hmmx.. makes mi wonder y some ppl go jail le will change whilst others dun? hmmx.. maybe is the power of god? or maybe some ppl come to their senses quicker? then dunno when then my bro will change? haix.. btw received a sms from lw last nite.. hmmx.. tink i haven heard from him since dunno when le.. to tink he still rem mi.. lolx n he ask mi a question which is dunno duo shao ci le.. actuali he shld noe dat my ans will still be the same le.. hmmx.. or maybe he tinks dat as time goes by my ans will change? which i doubt le.. lolx btw todae quite depressed also.. dunno y i can't seem to be able to ignore someone.. even if only plae plae those kind or those hu made mi real angry .. lyk everytime sae dun wan tok in the end i still tok le.. lidat then everyone tink i doesn't mind n doesn't take my words seriously.. even if i'm reali upset they also dunno.. sigh.. anywae now i'm looking forward to the tellymatch tml.. dun wanna tink abt anything else le..
Monday, October 13, 2003
todae so sianx lehx.. go to sch for some pw talk n the spastic sch talk.. okiex le.. quite informative lorx.. anywae after dat went home le la.. cos anywae no SAT lecture for mi~ lolx on the way home listening to the radio.. then heard this meaningful verse "be strict with urself but generous to others".. though it saes dat ppl will find u pleasant if u r kuan rong de ren.. buden someimtes i feel dat though u may be nice to others alwaes.. they might not appreciate it.. instead they may also take it for granted.. maybe occasional nice deeds then the person will appreciate it more?
Sunday, October 12, 2003
it's another rainy dae todae.. hmmx.. good for sleeping? lolx but anywae mi n my dear got a date le.. went queensway to look for shoes.. hmmx.. bought one quite nice le.. thanx ar dear. after dat went orchard cos she wanted to buy some black shoes.. hmmx.. quite crowded there.. but wat to expect.. it's a sun lorx.. anywae so sianx.. dun feel lyk going sch tml.. but cannot pon le la.. wait i realli pon queen le..
Saturday, October 11, 2003
todae went gai gai wid prof n blossom darling.. too bad buttercups nv go.. otherwise will be powerpuff n prof together le.. haix.. everytime lidat one.. ask ask ask.. in the end no one turns up.. sumore somebody 'cup' my fone lorx.. not the first time liaox lorx.. next time dun care them le.. everytime sae wan do this do dat in the end all dun wan.. watever lorx..
Friday, October 10, 2003
hmmx.. so sick.. everytime at home then i will be sick.. now got flu again.. tink i caught a cold last nite.. so sianx.. no need go sch but also nowhere to go.. nobody ask mi out lehx.. tink i too recluse liaox? haix.. wonder y lehx? muz be not pretty le.. argh.. but hu cares anywae.. noe my own limits can le.. lolx
Thursday, October 09, 2003
yeah! exams finalli over le~ can go gai gai le. haha but tink todae's paper i also die le.. din finish the paper.. 25 marks gone le~ haha sumore dat one is matani(dunno how to spell?) they all went thru b4 le.. nvm le.. anywae it's over~ then after the paper mi n val went jurong point.. so pathetic.. only 2 of us.. so kuku.. but ok le.. lidat gan qing cai bu hui shan rite val? lolx n well since i vv long nv go there le.. last time alwaes go wid my church ppl.. quite miss the place le now get to go there quite happie le. *hee* tml hol.. dunno do wat lehx? shanz they all got band.. then my darling going out wid her dear.. hmmx.. then only left mi n val again.. haiz.. stay home rot le..
Wednesday, October 08, 2003
die liaox lor.. todae's chem paper a killer!! din get to finish.. so many din do.. sure will get skinned by ms teo lorx.. she expect mi to get A.. n now i tink if i even pass it will be a miracle.. then salvin sae he n js plannig to go poly le.. haix.. dunno y our sch wanna kill us wid such difficult papers.. but actuali i wun mind going poly.. tink wun be so stress there. haha. maybe got more shuai ge sumore? lolx anywae tml last paper le.. so sianx.. haven even touch naything on econs.. jialat le.. pray for the best le..
Monday, October 06, 2003
it's such a cooling dae todae.. feel lyk sleeping.. haha vv happie maths paper over le.. hopefully i wun do too badly.. though i din manage to finish.. realli felt as if there's no more paper le.. still went tm wid my powerpuff frens n prof~ haha
Saturday, October 04, 2003
tink the poem below is very nice n sweet..
Inside
Bottled up inside
Are the words i never said,
The feelings that i hide,
The lines you never read.
You can see it in my eyes,
Read it on my face:
Trapped inside are lies
Of the past i can't replace.
With memories that linger--
Won't seem to go away.
Why can't i be happier?
Today's a brand new day.
Yesterdays are over,
Even though the hurting's not.
Nothing lasts forever,
I must cherish what i've got.
Don't take my love for granted,
For soon it will be gone-
All you ever wanted
Of the love you thought you'd won.
The hurt i'm feeling now,
Won't disappear overnight,
But someway, somehow,
Everything will turn out all right,
No more wishing for the past.
It wasn't meant to be,
It didn't seem to last,
So i have to set him free.
Thursday, October 02, 2003
sux lorx.. dunno wat's wrong wid my blog.. haix.. guess it's telling mi not to spend too much time on it.. haha
Wednesday, October 01, 2003
todae is children's dae! buden too old to celebrate le.. lolx nv go sch todae.. haha.. so sianx le.. so online to check my stuff le.. haix.. actuali lyk ms teo sae.. it's only promos but everyone behaves as if it's the A levels or wat.. i also tink so lorx.. O's dat time i also nv lidat.. anywae now i noe y recently ms teo keep asking mi qns in cls.. yest during consultation then she sae she noes i can do better juz dat i tok alot in cls.. but she nv scold mi cos dun wan mi to be malu.. haiz.. lidat de hua.. guess i mustn't tok so much.. esp in her cls.. anywae realli looking forward to post exams.. dat dae i suggested we go clubbing then i tink they all quite for it.. yeah! sure vv fun one.. haha but for now.. back to studying le..
