Complexity meets simplicity..
now in the library.. going to study maths le.. tink i better dun plae wid my blog le.. hmmx.. so guess i wun be updating for quite some time.. haha jia you le everybody!
Saturday, September 27, 2003
todae actuali wanted to study le.. cos got motivated by sumone.. buden the moment i wake up start sneezing le.. tried to study but after a while gave up le.. cos vv pissed.. so came online buden still sneezing lyk siao.. muz be someone cursing mi.. lidat go on de hua.. i sure die liaox.. as in for promos le.. haha guess i muz stop playing wid my blog le.. then juz now jm (my sec sch fren) sae if i cannot concentrate can tink of him.. haha i almost peng.. btw did a quiz a moment ago.. then vv farnie lehx.. the results from the 2 quizz lyk dun match lehx.. 1 sae i'm happie type, the other sae i'm the sad type.. hmmx.. dunno y? maybe i'm a person hu haf complicated feelings? haha dunno le.. anywae now i gotta go take medicine n sleep le.. hopefully when i wake up can start studying..
Friday, September 26, 2003
todae is sIweI's bdAe n tml is vA|'s. so we celebrated it for them in sch.. quite nice cos hambie not there. lolx hmmx.. on the whole we had fun. but then this yr no one else bdae le.. so muz wait till next yr provided we r promoted lorx.. lolx hmmx.. btw todae went out wid my dear after sch.. (for those of u hu dunno, dun tink y y cos my dear is a ger..lolx) hmmx.. quite long nv go out together le.. haha after promos must go out till i drop dead.. lolx i noe vv exaggerated.. hee btw todae the scandal seem to haf develop further.. haha. so fun!~ n todae the not bad looking econs teacher(forgot wat his name.. tink mr yeo?) sat 3 seats awae from mi then shan so envious.. haha but i tink he look lyk ah beng lorx.. haha
Thursday, September 25, 2003
todae it's so cool! as in not juz the weather but also bcos daniel ong n carrie chong came to our sch!!~ carrie vv chio n her figure vv good then daniel not bad le.. lolx got to c him real close as he was standing quite near us todae.. n he's so humorous n hyper. btw din noe dat our sch councillors also provide umbrella svc.. hmmx.. reali sympathise with them.. do this kind of menial stuff.. todae mi n val "cold" war.. haha she sae i ostracise her.. aiyarx.. but she dunno the effort i'm doing.. been going home late bcos of dat.. then this wk go tm so many times.. haix.. so sad.. btw there's a new scandal in cls. lolx finali i can be free!
Wednesday, September 24, 2003
todae such a suay dae.. late for a few mins for pe then the stewpig teacher made us run 2.4... haix.. but actuali also nv reali run le.. juz jogging lorx.. haha hmmx.. now listening to my playlist.. got all my fav songs! so nice~ hmmx.. wonder when my dream will cum true? dunno wat my dream is? lolx onli sum ppl noe le.. so if u wanna noe go n find out urself le.. haha
Tuesday, September 23, 2003
sux lor.. todae got 3 econs essay to prepare.. then reach home so late sumore.. lately actuali quite fan le.. with the promos cumin up n yet i still slackin.. haix.. die le.. then there r also other problems which make mi depressed..
"When a ger saes she's sad, but she isn't crying,
it means she's crying in her heart.. Some gers care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL gers wan a guy hu will love n care for them.. Gers wan nuthin more than to feel loved.."
Monday, September 22, 2003
hmmx.. todae just the start of the wk n i'm so sianx le.. haix.. dun understand y they alwaes lyk to tease mi.. then val made mi feel so guilty.. cos she sae i yi er zai, zai er san reject * then he vv poor thing.. but then this kind of thing must be mutual mahx.. haix... now i c him also dun tok le.. y is it dat can't even remain frenz lehx?
Sunday, September 21, 2003
todae quite sianx sia.. but guess my life has alwaes been so boring.. lolx. wat to do? haix.. anywae todae my da jie went overseas liaox.. go Thailand.. again.. so envious.. hmmx.. but at least without her around she wun alwaes nag mi.. haha then my grandma also finally discharged liaox.. so now quite happie le.. haha but tink i better start studying now.. otherwise sure die le.. all of us must reali work hard together. so jia you le!
Saturday, September 20, 2003
its tHe heArt,afRaiD of bReAkin,dAt nv leArns 2 dAncE..its tHe dreAm,aFraId Of wAkin,dAt nv tAkEs cHaNces..Its thE 1 hu wun b taken,dAt caNnot seEm 2 give..n tHe sOul,AfrAid of dyIn,dAt nv leaRns 2 liVe..whEn tHe nite has beEn 2 loNely,n thE rOad hAs bEen 2 lOng,n U tink dAt luv's Only 4 tHe lucKy n stRong..juZ rEmEmbEr In thE wiNtEr fAr bEneAth tHe bItTer snOws,lies A sEed,dAt wif thE sun's lUv,iN tHe spRing bEcOmEs a rOse...
but whEn wIll my seEd becOme a rOse?? gueSs i cAn onLy wAit..
hmmx.. todae supposed to stay home study.. buden cannot concentrate lor.. dunno y.. partly bcos of somebody but also bcos my house here got construction lorx.. since last yr they haf been at work on the library.. till now.. haix.. on top of dat.. my house downstairs now also haf.. so fan.. tink i'm gonna flunk terribly.. haven even get started on anything.. todae sat but no work lorx.. haix.. then wun get chance to c him le..
Friday, September 19, 2003
such nice but sad poems.. both i also lyk but 2nd one more cos it sorts of depicts wat i'm feeling..
That Feeling
Do you ever get that feeling
That feeling of true love
That one that makes you cry and cry
Until you've had enough...
Do you ever wonder why
You can't be the one he loves
The one he holds so close to him
And never lets go...
Do you cry yourself to sleep
Each and every night
Wishing he was there with you
Holding you, oh, so tight...
Well, have you ever told him
Just what he means to you
Just open up and let love soar
Your dreams just may come true...
I'll Wait
i can't explain my feelings for you
it's just too much to say,
but all i do is think of you day after day...
you don't understand how much i wish
that you could be just mine,
and maybe it will happen
it might just take some time...
i don't know how or why
my feelings are so very strong
but i do know that
in my arms is where you belong...
i know i've only known you
for just a little while
but ever since i met you,
i can only think of your beautiful smile...
i wish you would look me in my eyes
and say you want me too
but until then- i just want you to know
i will wait for you
finali it's fri~ so sick of sch le.. everydae so much hw.. dun even haf time to study.. haix.. but lucky fri is an extremely short dae with no maths sumore! lolx todae keep bumping into mic sumore.. n shanz they all make mi so malu.. haix.. wait he still tink i lyk him how? but as if he care also. haha but i realli wanna go work lehx.. argh..
Thursday, September 18, 2003
haix.. so late le.. still in sch.. just now do the pw until sianx le.. sux le.. promos cuming still hafta do this rubbish thingy..
hmmx.. supposed to do pw now.. but then no mood le.. haix.. so sianx lorx.. dunno when those ppl will get tired of the mic thingy.. watever le.. let them sae for all they wan.. anywae i dun care le.. xi guan le.. one moment mi n mark then after dat mi n py.. stewpig le..
Tuesday, September 16, 2003
hmmx.. todae such a long dae.. sumore got chem lec to go thru the test paper.. haix.. so tiring.. promos cumin liaox but the hw seems to be getting more n more.. lidat how to haf time to study.. but anywae i also dun start studying so earli one.. lolx todae heard this msg on the radio "meeting the rite person at the rite time is a bliss.. meeting the rite person at the wrong time is a regret.. meeting the wrong person at the rite time is a mistake.. n meeting the wrong person at the wrong time is a ridicule.." well.. i tink quite meaningful le.. so guess i can only wait for the rite time n the rite person to cum lorx.. although i dunno when n hu it will be.. lolx
Sunday, September 14, 2003
hmmx.. tink i going crazy le.. after working yest.. haix.. so sad.. dun tink i can c dat guy again... argh.. he so nice n cute lor.. haix.. can't concentrate on anything.. suan le.. if fate decree we'll meet again le..
hmmx.. actuali been wanting to haf an online diAry for a veri long long time.. but then kinda lazy.. haha anywae now haf liaox.. although promos coming liaox n i shld haf been studying.. haha but reali play too much todae so can't exactly concentrate le.. so here i am! haha in case some of u dunno.. todae my cls ppl went for the president star charity.. vv fun! with all the henna n ballon n esp the foosball(which is similar to the table soccer juz dat the players r us lor)!! enjoyed ourself so much dat i reali hope it wun end.. haha (exaggeration) btw promos cuming.. hope we can realli do our best n get promoted together le..
